Day off tomorrow. My ass is sleeping in. 
Superbowl Sunday. – Just stuffing my face with chips & dip, and bowl after bowl of homemade Lasagna. 
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Published February 6, 2010 Friends , Luxuries. , Password , Private Enter your password to view commentsTags: Friends, Happiness, Parties
February 06, 2010
Published February 6, 2010 Aramis , Breakup , Music , Videos Leave a CommentTags: Music, Relationships
“They say bad things happen for a reason. But no wise words, gonna stop the bleeding. ‘Cause he’s moved on, while I’m still grieving.”
- - The Script.
February 03, 2010
Published February 3, 2010 Grief , Photography , Weather 4 CommentsTags: Emo, Photography, Weather
Rain, Rain, Go Away. - While some Northern states are battling the ice and snow, The folks in my town have been battling the rain. It’s been a few gloomy days. The weather matches my attitude, to say the least. – I can’t wait for the sunshine.
February 01, 2010
Published February 1, 2010 Aramis , Breakup , Friends , Grief , Relationships , Tunage 4 CommentsTags: Depression, Friends, Hardships, Life, Relationships
Life has really lost its appeal. Everyday, I preoccupy myself with meaning-less things, just to pass the time. Music, movies, and my best friend, have become my outlet to escape reality. At this point in time, I don’t even feel the need to better myself, or too dream of the future.
For a couple months, I was shown a glimpse of how my life would be if I had everything I needed and wanted, and as fast as it came, it went quicker. Leaving me in ruins. An empty shell, filled with depression and despair. He has no clue what he has done to me.
I know eventually I’ll shake this nightmare, but until then, music will start to repair my broken heart. – If it’s even residing inside my chest, anymore.
January 30, 2010
Published January 30, 2010 Alcohol , Breakup , Friends , Photography , Relationships 4 CommentsTags: Drinking, Friends, Relationships
Had a pretty relaxing night at the Retro Room. It just feels good to be around good company, and to get out the house. The best medicine for a broken heart.
January 28, 2010
Published January 28, 2010 Breakup , Food , Friends , Hardships , Life , Luxuries. , Photography , Relationships 3 CommentsTags: Depression, Food, Friends, Life, Luxuries., Relationships, Stress, Unhappiness
So, I’ve had a really rough week. Full of a lot of confusion and hurt. The depression is turning into a (familiar) numbness, and I know the next step will be acceptance, then recovery. I’ve stayed away from love songs (for the most part….), and romantic movies. My friends keep me busy, and I’m looking forward to dancing all my stress away, this weekend. My friend Billy, took me to Chili’s today. Chili’s is my favorite restaurant and their burgers & tequila margaritas are amazing.
January 25, 2010
Published January 25, 2010 Breakup , Dumbass , Hardships , Relationships 3 CommentsTags: Life, Relationships, Stress, Unhappiness
I was a fool, and let my guard down, when it came to my recent relationship. Tonight, he admitted it was all for a piece of ass. I thought I could trust him, and everything I learned from my past relationships, turned completely oblivious. And I got my heart broke. It’s pretty much my fault for believing that someone could be trusted, or maybe I trust to easily. – I don’t want to turn into a cold, heartless bitch, when it comes to men. But it’s really the only way I can protect myself. I make the worst decisions. I’m my own worst enemy.
January 24, 2010
Published January 24, 2010 Alcohol , Breakup , Dumbass , Friends , Hangovers , Hardships , Photography , Relationships 1 CommentTags: Bitch Fit, Depression, Drinking, Emo, Friends, Hardships, Life, Luxuries., Parties, Photography, Stress, Unhappiness
Right when I thought life was becoming something amazing, karma comes along, and drop kicks you. When am I going to catch a damn break?
Anyway, went to a party last night. I can always count on my friends too cheer me up, and make me forget about the negativity, even if it’s just for a night.
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